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45 of the most random things you probably never needed to know about someone
whats your name spelt backwards?:	idnarb
What did you do last night?:	basically went to sleep.
The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?:	a game.
Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?:	ew, no.
Last time you swam in a pool?:	two weekends ago, and had a blast!
What are you wearing?:	white shirt, brown pants, tan jacket.
How many cars have you owned?:	one.
Type of music you dislike most?:	country.
Are you registered to vote?:	yes i am!
Do you have cable?:	nope, and i never have, sigh.
What kind of computer do you use?:	compaq presario laptop
Ever made a prank phone call?:	yep.
You like anyone right now?:	kinda.
Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?:	no.
Furthest place you ever traveled?:	um... atlanta.
What's your favorite comic strip?:	dilbert.
Do u know all the words to the national anthem?:	i think.
Shower, morning or night?:	night.
Best movie you've seen in the past month?:	the other sister.
Favorite pizza toppings?:	pineapples, chicken, green peppers.
Chips or popcorn?:	oooh, tough one; chips.
What cell phone provider do you have?:	t-mobile, holla!!!!!!!
Have you ever smoked peanut shells?:	um, wtf.
Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?:	nope.
Orange Juice or apple?:	orange.
Who were the last people you sat at lunch with?:	this lady from my church.
favorite chocolate bar?:	whichamacalit.
Who is your longest friend and how long?:	i'd have to say, marquece and i've known him seventeen years.
Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?:	years ago.
Have you ever won a trophy?:	yeah!
Favorite arcade game?:	tetris/mario.
Ever ordered from an infomercial?:	yeah, lol.
Sprite or 7-UP?:	sprite!
Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school/work?:	yep.
Last thing you bought at Walgreens?:	fiji water.
Ever thrown up in public?:	ew, noooo.
Would you prefer being a millionaire or finding true love?:	finding true love with a millionaire!
Do you believe in love at first sight?:	no.
SPONGEBOB OR JIMMY NEUTRON?:	SPONGEBOB NEUTRON
Did you have long hair as a young kid?:	yes.
What message is on your voicemail machine?:	Hey this is Brandi, sorry I couldn't answer my phone, but if you leave me a message, I'll give you a call back later. Thanks. Beeeeeeeeeeeep.
Where would you like to go right now?:	to bed.
Whats the name of your pet?:	don't have one.
What kind of back pack do you have, and what's in it?:	a pink/chocolate messanger bag; pens, paper, laptop.
What do you think about most?:	my mystery man.
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The Five Ws
WHO
Who was the first person you wanted to be like?:	my mom.
Who do you think raised you the most: your mom or dad?:	my mom.
Who have you not been completely honest with lately?:	myself.
Who is the last person in your family to die?:	um, my great aunt.
Who do you think is the most attractive person you know?:	dave.
Who are you willing to die for?:	my mom.
Who has a crush on you right now?:	i wish i knew.
Who do you want to get to know more?:	a lot of people.
Who would star as you in the movie about your life?:	myself!
Who did you go to your senior prom with?:	nyjra!!
Who is the nicest person you've ever met?:	so far, lizzy.
Who taught you how to ride a bike?:	my mommy
Who has been annoying you lately?:	nelson.
Who do you regret ever knowing?:	shit.. let's not get into that.
Who do you think will read this when you're done?:	prolly no one.
WHAT
What your bedroom's colour scheme?:	lavender walls with turquoise border.
What kind of ice do you prefer: cubed or crushed?:	crushed.
What languages do you speak fluently?:	english.
What about you sets you apart from the crowd?:	my height & i'm friendly.
What impact have you made, however big or small?:	i'm very generous with my time, i contribute to good causes with my time.
What is your favourite game show?:	wheel of fortune.
What would you most likely go to jail for?:	murder. bwahaha, nah, i'd only go to jail, to visit someone.
What is the first thing you do with your paycheck?:	cash or deposit it.
What kind of house do you live in?:	a two story townhome.
What are you most uncomfortable with about yourself?:	i have self-respect issues sometimes.
What's the first thing that you notice about someone?:	smile.
What celebrity do people tell you that you look like?:	none really.
What is the first thing you do when you wake up?:	pull the covers back on me.
What's one thing people people would never expect you to do?:	get pregnant before marriage.
What do you hope to accomplish in your lifetime?:	college degree, successful marriage, one or two babies, live an accomplished life.
WHEN
When did you lose your first tooth?:	snap, i don't remember.
When did you lose your virginity?:	haven't yet.
When is the last time you puked?:	like a year ago.
When do you want to get married?:	in about, 2011 or 2012.
When do you think you'll die?:	in like around 2070. lmaoooo.
When is the appropriate time to bring up bad news?:	when you're already in a bad mood.
When will you be able to drink alcohol legally?:	next year baby!
When was the last time you visited a doctor?:	last month.
When is it the easiest for you to fall asleep?:	when its raining or storming.
When do you usually wake up?:	around six.
When will pigs fly?:	when they grow wings.
When did you take Algebra 1 -- and pass?:	in the tenth grade.
When did you start learning about puberty?:	fourth grade period video.
When is your parents' anniversarry?:	oops, not married.
When did you get tired of answering these questions?:	i haven't!
WHERE
Where were you when the first 9/11 attacks happened?:	at school.
Where did you have your first kiss?:	=D
Where do you feel the most comfortable?:	in my bed.
Where is the last place you found something you'd lost?:	in my closet.
Where do you like to go for fun?:	to friend's homes.
Where would you take someone for a first date?:	dinner & a walk.
Where do you refuse to go?:	hm, good question.
Where do you keep the things you don't want people to find?:	under my bed
Where is the party usually at?:	white folks houses.
Where is the perfect place to get to know someone?:	a quiet setting.
Where is the last place you broke up with someone?:	no commento.
Where do you wish you lived?:	texas
Where was your secret hiding spot as a kid?:	closet.
Where did or do you go to school?:	Oklahoma State University in OKC.
Where are you going after this?:	home.
WHY
Why are you in the position that you're in?:	because i can't find anything i like to do.
Why would you give someone five dollars?:	because they needed it.
Why are you taking this survey?:	because i want to.
Why aren't you out doing something else?:	because there's nothing else i want to do.
Why are gas prices so high?:	because the government is up to no good!!
Why is the sky blue?:	because that's the color God decided to make it.
Why do you think JFK was assassinated?:	to cause an uproar.
Why would anyone go out of their way to please someone?:	because they're a good person.
Why are you on MySpace?:	because I like to catch up with old friends.
Why do or don't you like the current president?:	because he is a bit off...
Why do you cry at movies?:	because they touch my insides.
Why would you fall in love with someone?:	because he loved me for me
Why do you talk the way you do?:	because i do, lol
Why are you single (or taken)?:	single, because, that's just how it has to be for now.
Why are you happy to be done?:	i'm not! =[
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Random but Realistic
About You
What is your favorite color?:	black.
Has your favorite color changed in the past few years?:	indeed.
Do you have any gauged piercings?:	ew, nose.
Do you have freckles? If so, where?:	on my cheeks.
What is your favorite brand of soda?:	barq's root beer.
What is your favorite character from any kids movie?:	the big blue monster on monster's inc.
When was the last time you had a b/f or g/f?:	siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh.
Have you ever accidentally microwaved tupperware?:	nope.
Do you have any posters up in your room?:	yep.
What is/was your favorite tv show?:	hm, i'd have to say the news.
Do you like milkshakes?:	i sure do, especially when they are 99 cents at sonic!
Do you have any scars on your legs?:	yeah.
How often do you shave your legs/face/whatever you shave?:	when it needs it.
What stores do you usually shop at?:	old navy, and others.
Do you like tomato juice?:	i've never tried it.
What do you think about the new colors for iPods?:	i think they're pretty.
Have you ever had a pet with worms?:	no. i've never had a pet.
How many bed comforters have you had in the past year?:	one.
Have you ever accidentally put something valuable in a washer?:	yes!
Is there something important to you that is stuck under the fridge?:	nope.
Have you ever discussed something sexual with a friend?:	yes.
What are the ethnicities of your friends?:	black, white, asian, messican.
Can you afford satellite/cable?:	sometimes.
Do you have a favorite pair of socks?:	yes!!!
Have you ever been confused by a Spanish/English dictionary?:	lmao, hell yes.
Do you prefer regular kleenex or kleenex with aloe vera?:	the latter, or the ones with lotion.
What's your favorite brand of water?:	h20klahoma.
Do you ever change the laces on your shoes?:	nah.
Have you ever wished that you worked at Toys 'R Us?:	like probably when i was twelve
Do you like late night talk shows?:	yeah, jay leno.
Do you use that fancy glossy paper to print pictures?:	i don't print.
Have you ever known anybody with a pager?:	lmaoooo, yeah.
Do you enjoy writing with gel pens?:	i sure do.
Where is your favorite person/people in the world?:	Myself.
How do you feel about names like Nina, Regina, Tina, Corina, etc.?:	I don't feel good about them.
What is your favorite kind of seed to eat?:	Sunflower.
Did you ever own a Tickle Me Elmo?:	ew, no.
Have you ever tried dog treats?:	ew, NO!
Do you think that best buy is overpriced?:	i don't go in there.
How do you like your doughnuts?:	with sprinkles.
How many pairs of headphones have you bought in the past year?:	like three.
Does your family have fine china that's only used on special occasions?:	no.
Have you ever seen a red highlighter?(they do exist):	no!
What's the most creative thing you've ever made with post-its?:	a sign.
Do you get annoyed by those Head On commercials?:	yes i do.
Have you ever made tea and the little bag busted?:	yes i have. =(
What color is your toilet?:	white.
Wide or college ruled paper?:	college ruled all the way.
Have you ever gone to a different area and people commented on your accent?:	totally.
Do you need to go to the bathroom right away in the morning?:	most of the time.
Do you have cool sunglasses?:	yes, when i don't lose them.
Type a lyric from any random song.:	everyday im hustlin'
How do you feel about the greeters at WalMart?:	i like them.
What is your favorite flavor of jello?:	scrawberry.
How do you feel about all the fat kids in America?:	i feel sad. i blame t.v.
Do you prefer gold or silver jewelry?:	gold.
Are you good at baking?:	yes i sure am.
Is the grass in your yard green like it should be?:	looks outside, yes.
Did you enjoy this survey?:	yes, i did.
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its early.

good morning, people who never read my blog.
i sometimes wonder who really reads it.
i know i'm all up in everyones. :ninja:
its very interesting to see who everyone is.
majority of them act like they blog,
but others... can't quite say the same.

anyhoo, i heard from him in a roundabout way yesterday.
i've waited two months to hear from him.
TWO MOTHERFUCKING MONTHS.
& you know what, it still made me cry.

my friend decided to hit him up, and this is what he said:

i sent her a very long email awhile ago. i just didnt say anything since .. it made no sense to keep responding .. i just let it go so she can move on .. tough love is the best love sometimes... She's my baby forever but she needs more than I can give ..

I really don't know how to feel about that. I never received the email, and I hope he's willing to send it again, so I could get some sense of closure. I guess that's a nice thing for him to say. I know I can be a bit much, and I guess maybe that overwhelmed him. Maybe if he would've brought it up, things could've gotten better. But, I was doing so good, until she showed me that.
I had deleted pictures of him, old texts, making decent progress, then yesterday, it just.. i kinda just lost all that. I read the old messages, and everything. I think I'm going to write a poem.

Well, good morning ya'll.