alone.

I haven't talked to Dave in a few days now, and I know, blah blah complaining about a few days, but its hard to be without the one you love. I really hope I don't sound or seem like a baby, or a crazy girlfriend or anything, being sad that its been a few days. Idk how to control my emotions, I'm working on it, but I still haven't mastered it. I know that he is busy or atleast he's always busy and he has many things to attend to and that is fine. I'm still going to be right here waiting for him when he finishes. But, I wish he would just let me know that he's okay. I really want to call and just say, baby, I konw that you are probably sick of my texts and shit, but I just had to hear for myself that you are okay. I just want to hear the sound of your voice and hear you breathe. Just to hear you breathe, that would be enough for me. If you got mad and cursed me out and hung up in my face for calling, just to get some response from you on the other end would be all that I need. But, that... that just seems as far away as the moon. Maybe you're trying to toughen me up, maybe you're trying to teach me a lesson, maybe you just need some time for youself; All of that is understandable. I'm a strong girl, with a weak heart... and I let my heart beat my brain a lot of times. I just miss my baby. . .