buenos tardes.

afternoon folks.

i'm having a lovely day.

i had a lovely lunch.

i plan on having a lovely night,

no one is going to mess that up.

blah its like 1:28 everyone is leaving me,

so i guess i'll write this damn blog.

*an hour later*

im so damn itchy. i think i'm having an allergic reaction

to the headphones i wear at school. feels like my face

is burning. -sigh- eh school sucks, but atleast its free.

i'm having such a hard time trying to concentrate.

so many things are running through my mind.

i've let a lot of people go this week, without letting them know that i'm

just sick of them and their bullshit. so i'm trying to figure out how i'm going

to react if and when they attempt to contact me.

eric and i aren't friends anymore.

manny and i aren't friends anymore.

katherine and i aren't friends anymore.

reese and i aren't friends anymore.

qadir and i aren't friends anymore.

well i'm not sure.

i've given him a week without trying to ..interrupt him and

he hasn't really talked to me first, which is all i wanted.

i refuse to give anymore more time than they give me.

and the list goes on. what's a friend anyways?

nowadays seems like people just want you around

to tell them what they want to hear. well i hate to burst

your motherfucking bubbles, but i'm not gonna just be the

type of friend who says what you want to hear,

i'm the type of lady who says what you need to hear.

even if its something that i shouldn't say.

i told drey i was going to stop being a "captain save a ho".

it does get pretty draining. i'm just gonna let these niggas get their

hearts broken. they only want me for what i know anyways.

fuck them, fuck them all.

i don't have time to give them all the information that

their bitches should've given them.

plus i have better things to do,

like be good to the people who are good to me.

just wanna list a few names. <3

kimipoo, daddy, hot chocolate, rinsypoo, dreydiggity,

jaibaby, hotcakes, nightie, ellie, rina & pablo.

thats enough for now.

well this is my longest blog so far. don't bitch about it,

just read it. its my motherfucking blog anyways!

lmao !

hollllllllllller,

brandi f. baby.