thursday.

well, its thursday.

i didn't blog yesterday.

sue me.

anyways, i talked to daddy yesterday.

i needed to hear his voice, i'm glad i did.

i feel some kinda of distance from my baby though.

no babygirl, just brandi these days.

flirting is down to an all time low.

conversation is okay,

more brandi, when it used to be more daddy.

but, i'm still really happy to be talking to him period.

it hurts, cuz i feel like he hurts.

it hurts, cuz i feel like he's holding back.

it just plain hurts.

i've been trying to get everyone to listen to "quickie"

thanks drey, jacked the song from you son.

i can't relate to the song persay, but i like the words.

particularly this line:

"i don't wanna be loved, i don't wanna be loved,

i just want a quickie."

how simple would shit be if people didn't want love, or need to

feel love? hell, i wish i had that problem. but i'm stuck with

the feelings that i have. i, brandi nicole . . . . . . , yearn for

constant reassurance that i'm not alone in a crush, alone

in a relationship, alone in a friendship.

i, brandi, the only child doesn't do well with

being alone.

go figure.

i talked to tallassjay on the phone for the first time last night.

jay: hello

brandi: hey jay, its brandi

jay: who

brandi: brandi!

jay: who

brandi: you know brandi, high.yella. come on jay.

jay: oh, what up.

LMFAO.

damn shame. lets see if call that nigga again.

we did bond yesterday. it was nice.

he's a cool kid & his lovely lady with the

pixelized face is pretty cool, as well.

well i'm gonna go get a snack now.

toodles tots.

-brrrrrrandi*