heller.

good morning blogspot.

well actually, fuck you all,

hope you didn't sleep well.

=].

i talked to daddy last night.

he could tell that i wasn't ready

for him to go. he always gets to

say bye. i wanna hang up on his

ass some day, lol. -sigh.

daddy: well babygirl, i have to finish up on this work.

me: yeah dave, you go do that.

*he instantly knows im upset*

daddy: honey, i'm sorry i just ..

*i don't even let him finish*

me: baby, its okay , i know you're busy, good night.

daddy: good night baby, i'm gonna try to finish all this work

& i hang up.

why did i do that?

why do i just have to show all my damn feelings all the time?

i can't even hold shit back.

that's a gift and a curse.

i'm glad i can express myself and everything, but

i wish i could keep somethings to myself.

i really like him.

i'm falling haaaaaaaaaard.

i just hope he catches me.

later blog.