weirdo.

okay.

this is really bothering the living shit out of me.

antonio, whom i really do like a lot, he's a nice kid.

we're friends, he has mad fan signs from me. we just

enjoy one another, right, well that's what i thought

until about fifteen minutes ago.

Brandi*: you think im weird.

Brandi*: =\ how do i change that?

Antonio.: i don't think u really know to say whats on ur mind, or express urself "good".

Antonio.: &.. at times.. ur just.. random..

Antonio.: like.. ur convo's doesn't connect..

Antonio.: on everything i love.. i'm not trying to be mean at all..

Antonio.: just sayin'.. that's how i percieve u as being.

Antonio.: u still cool peoples in my eyes =]

Brandi*: =\

he calls me weird kinda often, but we still have very good conversation.

i mean i feel like i've opened up to him about some things that are on my

mind. i know i am somewhat reserved towards him, but that's only because

i don't want him calling me weird. i feel like i am myself though and i don't

have any issues with that. i truly feel down right offended.

and the funny thing is, i feel bad for being offended, because that was not his intention.

Antonio,

I know you were just saying what's on your mind

and really i promise, that's just fine.

but being the person that i am, i take things too seriously

and let them get out of hand.

so im taking this moment, to say to you, that i'd like

to say some things that are true:

i am random, i am reserved, i send gms , i may get on your nerves

i'm not always "all there" i' have a lot on my mind,

but i haven't done anything to you , not even one time.

so maybe you're opinion of me can be changed,

i'd like to put this on your brain;

get to know me better and you will see,

there is a lot more to Brandi.

okay, more blogging later