still tueday.

im just in the mood to blog for some reason.
the only people that i have really been talking
to lately though, are ellie, marcus, J and daddy.
i'm not really interested in conversing with
anyone extra right now.
honestly, i don't even enjoy talking to people
anymore. all i can think about is, when is some
shit going to go down, how is this person going
to stab me in the back, when is this person going
to start treating me like shit, so on and so forth.

i guess i've finally started treating people how they
treat me. i used to be all "zomg hey how are you :X"
but now im just more , "whatup" oh okay. bye.

i must admit i like being short and sweet with the
conversation. maybe i might be meaner than i thought
i was lolll. im still convenced people think im a bitch
because i tell the truth, then i just say fuck it.
i can't worry about all the consequences that come
with me making a mistake. lots of this shit isn't even
in the slightest bit serious. i know when something
shouldn't be taken lightly. but if all i know is a font,
i'm not exposed to a personality, a character,
you're really just a bunch of arial and tahoma ass
niggas to me. so delete me, block me, ignore me,
hate me, you're wasting your time doing anything
regarding me. especially the massive amount of problems
these niggas have, lmao, i'm definetly not the most important
thing, not at all.
proceeds to next blog*
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