tuesday.

i don't even think people read my blog anymore lol,
but it makes me feel better after i write. =]

im sitting here hurting like holy hell.
i have an intense urinary tract infection
and i think something else.
stress on top of just not doing my body right is all adding up.
lord i hope its not something really serious.

tomorrow my mommy has a bone marrow biopsy.
she has multiple myeloma that's cancer of the bone marrow.
im almost certain that she's going to get some
bad test results. i've been stressing her out,
we're having trouble at home and just, shit is
getting really hard right now.

i haven't signed on crushspot in a while, nor do i plan
or signing on. i haven't really been on yahoo either.
i'm trying to stay out of trouble yo.
if you read my blogs, i do have
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things going on , then all that bullshit drama scene
that is seeming to follow me everywhere.
its really funny though, how people can dish shit out
and act like they are a sweet little angel when the
ball gets in their court.

yes i do a lot of speaking before i think, but if you
really think about it, nothing is a secret really.
if yeen want someone to know, you wouldn't say
anything at all. that's some i said it, i shouldn't
have, but oh well fuck it, type of shit.
that's what i'm on.

i feel bad i opened my mouth?
hell no.
would i do it again?
prolly not.
but when you did the same thing to me, it was okay?
no.
ah, karma is a son of a total bitch.
i really do feel for her situation , but *shrugs shoulders*
its not my problem to deal with.
hope errethang works out well though.
payce.
B*